April 2024 - heartkokok

Jumat, April 26, 2024

A Long Journey
April 26, 20240 Comments

The Seeker

I want to start a trail for a personal journey in search of the meaning of life.

As part of the journey of life itself, I also know that this search will not reach its final point until the end of my life.

Imperfection is also a true characteristic of me, who is an ordinary human being.  Maybe there are many biases that I only want the truth for, but I hope there are also many meanings that I can use as a guide in facing various challenges in life.



Not only personal journeys, at various intersections there will be several people who enter, who have lived for a long time or just passed by and will later become part of this search.


Apart from all that, I am sure that in my search this time, I will find God at the beginning, middle and end of the journey.  Because God is where my goal comes from.


I'm looking forward for this long journey. 

Warm regards, 

The seeker


*Disclaimer: There might be some misses along the journey, however I'll gladly learn from mistakes. 

 

Who's God? Why do I live? 

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Rabu, April 10, 2024

Distant Thing
April 10, 20240 Comments
I'm waiting without expectation
With no clue of your arrival
Will you come my way
Or have the will to just passing by

I know you're not forever
With imperfections and charms
Which built you
Become YOU 

I think I like distant things,
I like the stars, the sky, 
I like the moon, 
I like you. 

I find solace in you
In the warmth of your presence
In the depth of your soul
In the way you make me feel whole



Photo by Maruoka Sensei



With bonus of Tanka by Sasai Hiroyuki translated by ねりけし

あすひらく花の名前を簡潔に未来と呼 べばふくらむ蕾

If you briefly call the name of the flower that will open tomorrow "future," the bud will swell.



凍らねばならぬ運命(さだめ)を分かち あふ如月 われとわれのみづうみ

It is February when I and the lake share the fate of having to freeze.



感情のまぶたにそっとゆびをおく救 われるのはいつも私だ

I gently place my finger on the eyelid of emotion. It is always me who is saved.

※日本の2月は寒くて、地域によって は湖が凍ります。




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Selasa, April 09, 2024

カタオモイ
April 09, 20240 Comments

It's been this long, been here again, 
But falling once more. 


The eraser doesn't seem to work well;
I can't seem to erase all the good feelings
I once had for you. 


さくら by Maruoka Sensei


I still grateful for this love

Just I can't compel the falling petals
To defy gravity's pull. 

'Cause 
Do you know what I afraid more than being in one sided love? 

It is being betrayed. 



*片想い (かたおもい/ カタオモイ) : Unrequited Love 
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