Desember 2023 - heartkokok

Selasa, Desember 26, 2023

When I Think of You , 君を思えば
Desember 26, 2023 2 Comments

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You have experienced the most spoken feeling of the time. 

Love. 

I think we need not an explanation about this. 

It can come suddenly without a notice,  

sometimes we are late to realize this kind of feeling, 

but the above-all situation made us can't sleep well, made us crave the meeting, and forced us to change our perceptions sometimes. 


Every time, we think about that person we feel peace in our hearts. 

We can't be thankful enough for how this feeling arrived. However, there's a longing heart that stays there and needs to be fulfilled. 


A short poem by Ishikawa Takuboku


時として
君を思えば
安かりし心にわかに騒ぐかなしさ


Here's a possible translation by ChatGPT 
"At times,
When I think of you,
Suddenly, in my once tranquil heart, a restlessness stirs—
A poignant sorrow."



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Minggu, Desember 17, 2023

The Way to Unlove You
Desember 17, 2023 3 Comments

Dear, the one who is separated by more than eight million light time. 

Which is no one of human being can live at that long time.

Dear someone whose name remains secret. 


I've been trying to find a new way. In my long research, I want to tell you that, finally 

I have a secret recipes for the the way to unlove you.

They say that is to not curious with what you're up to,

Is not to reach you, 

Is not to think of you. 


But, we both know that distance is our friend. 

We have befriend with distance since our first encounter. 

I for this is too fluent whenever I crave to meet you. 

For I am too fluent to imagine if I can flip the distance. 


I for all the past time, can't predict how you will be able to get through my heart. 

You touch my stone hard. 

You did that. 

With distance too,  it'll be easier to unlove you. 



I'm sorry, I like you, I'm sorry, I think I will use distance to forget you. 

I will not reaching you. 

I will not bothering you. 

I will keep silence. 

I will buried up my wanting to meet you. 

Until the time, distance can help me to unlove you. 


If the day come, I'll come to you

Then, would you be my friend again? 

Will it ever be the same again and how we both have the joy of a conversation? 








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Minggu, Desember 03, 2023

Shall We Be Friend Again?
Desember 03, 20230 Comments

The cheerful person who will accept my sincere thanks is you.
You're one of people that deserves that. 
You're one of my best friend. 


I always have no other intentions when looking for platonic relationship. 
It didn't like I want have some benefit from certain people. 
I want to connect with various friends from various backgrounds so that I get to know wider knowledge.
And.. hoping that I can be one of the supporter of their life. 


I also am very open about friendships. 

Photo by M

Because the connection I crave is not depend on shallow things. 
Even though only small amounts of friends, hoping that the universe can let me to meet with friends who we will get to know to each other, sincerely. 


I'm very grateful I found such a wonderful friend like you. 
Since then, the encounter make me cheering up for the moment I met you, in our jovial encounter. 

Such thing is the prove that you're so precious. 
It's like that a new best friend has entered my new life, even though with our distances. 

Until then, 
好きです
I didn't realize that I can fall in love with you.
Why should I?  
Despite several differences, why? 

It's hard for me to get away from this feelings. 
I have no idea where it's started. 
I have no idea how impossible it's but... I did fall for you. 


Oh you know how I miss you when you're not around. 
You know my flaws, my hard life, and my bad jokes (but you're still laughing anyway). 

Oh you, 
I wish I knew how to prevent my feelings.. 
Oh let me know how to unlove you... 


The hardest part of acceptance is to let you go. 
I still want to be your forever best friends for good. 
I don't want to lose you.


Shall we be friend again ? 
but I promise that this time I'm not going to fall in love with you... 




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