I always wonder why, that the word "Goodbye" Must have 'good' on it. Where's the 'good' in goodbye? I heard that before life, soul will gather together and will reunite in the world. Did it happen to us? But why it can't last? Your picture君なくて誠に多太の桜哉Kimi nakute / makoto ni tada no / sakura kanaWithout you ー the cherry blossoms just blossomI've been waiting for the time until I truly forget about us. I thought it's easier...

It's well said that this month is full of love because there's a Valentine's Day in it, marked on the 14th of February. Hence, many people say about love. I don't understand what love is as there are so many definitions to express it. Love means to like somebody or something with all their heart. Sometimes love means the otherwise. Shirako Sakura by Mr MaruokaThey say we can't survive in this cruel world without love. We need...

Dear ある人How is it going in your life ? I hope it's good, always. Today, mark as the day of iron-nikel birthday on earth. By her name, she wants to be a strong but flexible person. She's the one who's always trying to improve herself, even though she sometimes can't handle her own thoughts. She said that she's like a flower, who believe that she will bloom in her own time. She's so naive, sometimes heartwarming, sometimes...

Photo by Mr SyujiYou have experienced the most spoken feeling of the time. Love. I think we need not an explanation about this. It can come suddenly without a notice,  sometimes we are late to realize this kind of feeling, but the above-all situation made us can't sleep well, made us crave the meeting, and forced us to change our perceptions sometimes. Every time, we think about that person we feel peace...

Dear, the one who is separated by more than eight million light time. Which is no one of human being can live at that long time.Dear someone whose name remains secret. I've been trying to find a new way. In my long research, I want to tell you that, finally I have a secret recipes for the the way to unlove you.They say that is to not curious with what you're up to,Is not to reach you, Is not to think of you. But, we both...

The cheerful person who will accept my sincere thanks is you.You're one of people that deserves that. You're one of my best friend. I always have no other intentions when looking for platonic relationship. It didn't like I want have some benefit from certain people. I want to connect with various friends from various backgrounds so that I get to know wider knowledge.And.. hoping that I can be one of the supporter of their life. I...

 君のいない11月Photo by MNovember without you just like a year without autumn.  Could've been this becoming a right moment to forget you..... eventually ?  君のいない11月— November without youWhat are you doing now? Are you eating well? Does your new work treat you well? This silence November without your talk feels so empty. It feels like a year without autumn, where the beauty of changing colors fades away unnoticed. The...

『寂しくなるね』Currently I'm learning a new phrase. Well, I'm not really good at it but this I think already describes my current feelings. 寂しい：lonelyくなるね：it's going to be寂しくなるね：I'll miss youIt's likely that I'll feeling so lonely if you're not here, if we're not talking to each other, that's why I'll miss you is the best word to say that. By means all the shake I've felt beforeI thought that would be slowly faded awayAs I thought that was the...

A light in Paris. Photo by H.It's ok to not feeling ok, it's ok to have a pause, it's ok to let go, it's ok to move on, it's ok to feel sad, it's ok to try little bit harder.....Looking back, I think we're all living a life where we transition from one "it's ok" to another "it's ok". It's ok to not feeling ok. It's ok to feel broke for awhile. Mostly hardship are coming towards our way. It doesn't matter what day it is, it can be happening...

Hi October!Do you got a hint about what's coming next? Here I'll give you hint that, everything you've been praying for is drawing closer to you. I've  been learning to appreciate my ordinary life, just as I value my personal growth. In which, I'm fully aware that the beginning and the progress I've made are still far from what society considers 'the standard'. At this moment, I suppose I can learn and take the time to reflect...

Do we live on a race? Are we truly living, or are we merely racing through it?This September was the moment of quiet reflection within my own thought. It's sad but well said. This is a bittersweet realization because I was on a battle within my self, actually... There's a moment when I was feeling sad,  but then September whispered its wisdom. It reminded me that it's okay to have a pause. It taught me to embrace the nature...

ねえ、ねえ、I just want you to know that it's really hard not to talk to you when I want to,... And It's equally difficult to not have the opportunity to see you when I truly need to,... As well as not being with you when I long for you,But you know, the hardest part is trying not to love you, When I already do.... By the way, いま何してんの?Hahaha it's funny, eh? (笑)I want to (try to) embrace my feelings towards you, and of course I have...

Have you ever considered what lies ahead for us? It's a fact that we don't have the ability to foresee the upcoming days, weeks, months, years... Or even the next few seconds. We find ourselves in the mids of uncertainty, out of nowhere—as the foresight about what will going on remains unseen. It is the life that can possibly give us its twists and turns.Should we be fearful of the future? Well, I can fully understand that fear...

It's easy to get caught up in the hustle and bustle of daily life. It made us tend to do a routine without realizing what actually we're doing. Sometimes we're forced to drive back, to reassure things, like I once said to myself that it's extremely important to have better understanding on what I do. Thankfully this August offered a reprieve, a pause button that allowed me to delve deeper into my spirituality and reconnect with the essence...

Sayonara...  さよならI'm taking a step to say a farewell, eventually. I'm certain now that I'll soon forget about you.. At first, I believed that releasing the grip of the moments we shared would be an uphill battle. (Of course it did, as they deeply influenced the way I felt about you). This belief was rooted in the notion that, I thought I had a place of myself inside you. What I didn't realize was that I was just another...