Yeah... I want to share what I'm feeling now . I'm feeling so grey. There are many things that make me happy and sad in the same times. Maybe it just an introduction to face new challenges in my future, especially in my college after next one year later.
Maybe I also can tell it the process of growing up from a child into a real teenager.
Sometimes you regret what a mess you made. But for me, sometime I should make it because I can feel the giving back . Therefore, I can learn it well.
It was really hard to accept what I get. Now, no more crying isn't acceptable. I can cry as I can.
Before I'm going to a deep sleep, I think all of these hardly. However, I do that unintentionally. Maybe this is the respond from my heart because it can't hold anymore. In my thought, it just a small place to hold such saltness and sweetness of life. Actually, Allah is the best place to tell what I feel. But He knows his own way to give me a guidance.
The problems haven't game over and I don't hope so. I'll try my best to face that, not to run far away from that.
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