Resonance

Why this really disturb me. I actually cant stand to always prevent myself not thinking about you even for a while. I really need to take a deep breath, than I reduce my pain because this feeling. I after this become so much selfish. My heart beat really fast. I know you, but do you know me? I do care to know what you are up to. If love is cruel for me as I just being a one sided lover? Cant I just syncronize it to become resonance, between you and. This can't still be called love.

You know that I'm so much hurt. You had been in my side for very little while. But I just cant bear that I fall into you. I do not think anything else. What I believe is just that you were on my side that time.