Rare Emotion

Just be bold and create another writing, now feel free to enjoy your life Fen. And important one is "Make the things done and you will be happy"

Does love come to this stage of life, when I try to focuse on my work and it doesn't care that I'm still trying to get rid of it oftenly when I think the chance has come?
Does it love when it feels like I'm the only one who feel it, doesn't have any chances to speak of it, when all people just stand out there and show how they love well. Does it really menaningfull if I just make it like a river, to let it flow through the current, but actually I hope it arrives at the correct place at the correct time, then I still hope that it would be a good vibes that brings benefit. Do I can call it love if it happens not synchronize and myself try to handle it and giving my mind a though that it isn't still be called love, maybe it just a feeling, just a side effect of seeing oftenly, because this person come to your life and you can always starring at him, becuse you can make help and bullied on him. 
I tried to figure out how the memory of what is love and what can we call love having the truth and pure. Well, actually I just can say that I didn't need to find it right aways, because actually I can find it through prayer.