April 2017 - heartkokok

Minggu, April 30, 2017

A Song of a Girl
April 30, 20170 Comments
a song of girl

it is a day
when you are all by my side
it is a day
when I'm with you

your smile your care
has raised my emotion
to take the star even it was a pain

friends,
thank you for lend me your hand
thank you for always make me laugh
nothing much to worry
if you right by my side

how will i know if I go
without you
how will i know if I live
without you

We come from different places
but we gather in one place
to share the day

nanana..
You remind me when I'm wrong
nanana..
You care to me when I'm down

just your present nothing much more
i can feel you
although my cry that I show to you
nothing but silence i give to you

seem you know it well

-25 april 2017
-for all my beloved friends
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Sabtu, April 29, 2017

Move the Heart beat please
April 29, 20170 Comments
Do I know you really? Deeply? No. I dont.
Do we speak? Maybe
Do you know me ? I dont think so
Do you? 

Nothing just as perfect rythm of soul of lover. It is fantastic. The endorphine that came after a signal from your nerve system directly will make you make your usual lips move into simple smile. 
This words maybe what I got after several time watching romantic movie, reading romantic novel, webtoon or hear your friends' story ._. 
I know that Ana has found her true love from her sister, Elsa. I know that the beauty and the beast, Prince Frog, Shrek, Cinderella and so on has found their own true love. 
Still, I'm thinking of what is it actually gonna be happen in our life, in reality. Im fact we can simply smile because of simple thing and vice versa we can get high temptation for what have people done to us.
Well, is it the best script?

Love, smile simply I can get from your warm and calm smile. It is a smile that may all people that see you can also get it. Simply my nerve push my heart to beat fast. To increase my blood pressure right away entire my body. To give vascularitation to my lip until it make me smile back to you. 

Then other signal in my body is disturbed by this respond until make me become nervous can't move my body correctly. Cant think, cant speak clearly. Cant even breath normally. 


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Four words
April 29, 20170 Comments
Love.
It is such a thing that make people will lift up and wake again. Sometime it makes oppositely.
Well, that word is easier to talk with the topic of love, to be loved, being a lover. All generation of love will be happy if there is positive feedbacks for the impuls they have given. Of course it happens to all people.

However, does it still call a love when it turns to be a bad memory?

It was.
Love is just like a fresh meat that have opportunity to become anything with various taste.

That's also my corncern to make a love as beautiful as its name. However people are just people.. we all make mistake.

Through love, I really care with my family. Through love we can work hard. We can achieve something when we are afraid of it. We can be more than murderer for what we love.

Actually I really dont have much idea about it. I just know that this word who make some artists with their poems, books, articles be popular. They can express their selves through this, love.

Love.
I love You Allah
I love you Rasullullah. 
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Minggu, April 23, 2017

A Letter from my Farmer Dad
April 23, 20170 Comments


















It was my memory when I first entered my senior high school. Once upon a time, all parents are gathered in one place. Then, they were asked to write a letter for their students. The letter then will be kept by the teacher, and it was returned around exam week in year 3.

I was so motivated and touched by this letter even if the sentences which were written by my father was simple. In every words there are so much message that I can get from him.


Pae, yeah I call him Pae which is typically Javanese people also do that. My father is not a man who always work in the office and spending time in front of computer, but I know that he want the best education for me. My father is just a man who is rarely to speak but his pray is always uttered in his praying.


How can I not be touched every time I'm thinking about him? He is very spirit for his work. I proud to be your daughter, to be the daughter of the farmer. I know that sometime it is hard to ask some money  .. hahah.. just kidding. But I know that you've already try your best. Even if you already do the work for one plant,  especially paddy. But you are not like others. You also try to plant another plants such as cardamom, vegetables,  banana, "Sengon" or so on. It is not effective to only wait the result of paddy's harvest that's why you do it. Because you have to send money for your little girl in Bogor, and keep the life for your family.

I always love you,Pak. Hope that this little girl can make you proud.


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I remember you, now in this midnight Pae. Thanks for everything. I have the best education now in IPB. I live in a rent house, not much but good. I can go to school by bicycle. I always attend in a class with AC in it. I use microscope by myself. I know what is it called by microbiology, physiology, anatomy and so on. I learn them. I learn with great people, lecturer and great environment. To you who always work in the field, thanks for hopping the best for me but sorry for anything and sorry for how I cant speak this romantic letter for you directly. Wait me in home this Ramadhan ^^ 
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