Ramadhan, I miss u. Thanks God, I'm home when Ramadhan is coming. I miss the peacefull condition, many recitemen of Al- Qur'an and Shalawat are heard everywhere and whenever. I wait for you Ramadhan, the holy month.

I'm in this peacefull place I don't really know how to solve all of my life-read: problems. Sometime I think, I should not keep staying on. I just make it like flow as a river. No one could stop it.

My mom. I really miss her. I wanna hug her. Really, I miss the way you take care of me. You're so patient even I was so wild at that time. I want to make you happy, to make you proud of me. Keep smiling Emak.

I'm far away from home :(

Ngik..ngok... I'm feeling like I just a piece of dust. So far, I could handle my feeling. Astaghfirullah, lately I can't . Sometimes I want to be like them~know lah. It's not good to have like a wonderful friendsip. Ya kan ... ya kan. But, how stupid I am.  Yes, I want it.

Attracted by someone is a usual thing. Ha...ha.. I usually call it as "temporary love " . It will be change as the time is running.

I'm so thankful to You, my Lord who gaves me this feeling. Thankyou also, until this second, I'm a happy single. You show me the right way. Pokoknya ada aja jalan yang membuatku tetap single.

Such as, I know that you boy, you already have a relation. Yes, it's not a relation, but I don't like sok cool boy who gives PHP to many girls . Alhamdulillah, I'm not belong to them.

Yeah... I want to share what I'm feeling now . I'm feeling so grey. There are many things that make me happy and sad in the same times. Maybe it just an introduction to face new challenges in my future, especially in my college after next one year later.
Maybe I also can tell it the process of growing up from a child into a real teenager. 
Sometimes you regret what a mess you made. But for me, sometime I should make it because I can feel the giving back . Therefore, I can learn it well.

It was really hard to accept what I get. Now, no more crying isn't acceptable. I can cry as I can.

Before I'm going to a deep sleep, I think all of these hardly. However, I do that unintentionally. Maybe this is the respond from my heart because it can't hold anymore. In my thought, it just a small place to hold such saltness and sweetness of life. Actually, Allah is the best place to tell what I feel. But He knows his own way to give me a guidance.

The problems haven't game over and I don't hope so. I'll try my best to face that, not to run far away from that.

Bentar lagi mau perpisahan sama kakak kelas :'(

Mereka semua merupakan angkatan pertama di sekolah kami, ASBI (Akademi Siswa Bangsa Internasional). Sekolah kami menyewa tempat di Kinasih Resort, Jl.Raya Sukabumi km 17, Caringin, Kab. Bogor (mau dikirim paket ya? He...he..)
Nah, kakak2 ini bersiap menghadapi graduation dan prom night. Pasti mereka pada sibuk nyari bajunya? He..he..
Aku ngerasa kalau waktu berjalan cepat. Sebentar lagi kalau mereka lulus berarti aku udah kelas tiga aja. Lalu udah kuliah? Oh..no..
Ehm.. daripada ngomongin itu mending aku ngabsenin nama anak Lion House angkatan pertama.
Nah ada kak Margaretha Ursula Madu dan ka Mukhsin sebagai House Captain. Kemudian ada Liona cewek yaitu Fera Aulia, Fauziah Zulfa, Ismiati Ulfah, Hasanah Vidya Putri, Najadya Kautsar, Khairun Nisa, Lia Puspitasari, Hendrika Micyelin Amelia Ngamput, Hanifah Fauziah, Rana Ulfah, Maharani Listiya fitri, Nesyi Syifra, dan Lusi Noviantini.
Kemudian ada Liona cowok yaitu Nathaniel Juniar, Hedi Fauzi, Gilang Fajar Wijayanto, Ismail Shaleh, Muhammad Yossi Hadiyoso, Jalaludin Alghifari, dan Muhammad Rizky Abadi.
Anak Lion itu orangnya humoris, sering tongsisan ;-) , keras kepala, pemberani, kadang mager, kreatif perhatin banget sama keluarga, dan gokil abiez.
See you Kakak2 . Wish u all the best in your brighter future.

jangan ditonton! 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b0Mx3FFjC0E&feature=youtube_gdata_player

:-)

Yey... Ya Allah Gusti,  iki dhino akhir ujian semester.  Mugo2 wae aku iso ngerjakke Fisika lan PKn.' Aamiin.
(speak Java ;-) )

All of them are belong to Lion. We are in the middle of the grade. So, we call us as Midlion.. ha? Shorter, we'll be Senior. :O
in the pictures,  there's no myself. He..he..he.. ;-)

Nabi Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam bersabda
ﺖﻠﻌﻓ ﻲﻧﺃ ﻮﻟ ﻞﻘﺗ ﻼﻓ ﺀﻲﺷ ﻚﺑﺎﺻﺃ ﻥﺇﻭ ،ﻥﺰﺠﻌﺗ ﻻﻭ ﻪﻠﻟﺎﺑ ﻦﻌﺘﺳﺍﻭ ،ﻚﻌﻔﻨﻳ ﺎﻣ ﻰﻠﻋ ﺹﺮﺣﺍ
ﻥﺎﻄﻴﺸﻟﺍ ﻞﻤﻋ ﺢﺘﻔﺗ ﻮﻟ ﻥﺈﻓ ،ﻞﻌﻓ ﺀﺎﺷ ﺎﻣﻭ ﻪﻠﻟﺍ ﺭﺪﻗ :ﻞﻗ ﻦﻜﻟﻭ ؛ﺍﺬﻛﻭ ﺍﺬﻛ ﻥﺎﻜﻟ
“Bersemangatlah kamu terhadap apa-apa yang
bermanfaat bagi kamu, dan mohonlah
pertolongan pada Allah dan jangan merasa
lemah (pantang menyerah) . Dan jika
meminpamu sesuatu maka jangan katakan
andaikata dulu saya melakukan begini pasti akan
begini dan begini, tetapi katakanlah semua adalah
takdir dari Allah dan apa yang dikehendakiNya
pasti terjadi.
i just want to remind myself and u if u have failed in doing something. There's no benefit if u regret what u've done. Spirit ur day up so that u can improve ur efforts.
Manusia yg merencanakan dan Tuhan yg menentukan . Maka dari itu, semua usaha, doa dan tawakal kita hanya Allah lah yang berhak menentukan. Karena itu semua adalah yg terbaik buat kita.

5.17.14( edited)
Oah..  nguap nih..
yaiyayalah.. what time is it ?? U must sleep, Fen! Oh NO
He.. he.. now my enemy is still in my room. Wkwkwk
okey... actually I'm so tired today because I had so many things to do.
Cuman cerita yah. One of my friend is so sweet. His girlfriend is having her birthday today.  Then, he wished Lion n Dolpphin to help him celebrate his girlfriend' s birthday. Wkwkw..
aku kpan? ☞ dalam hati.
Yuhhu bnget nih, ada mawar, kado,  brownies,kue tar n sebuah lagu that is "All of me". Wuih, it's so romantic. I like it.  Nah, as usual kalau ada momen pasti foto. Kebetulan nih ada anggota Biru yg bawa kamera. Wuih, amazing. Biru n merah foto bareng.
yeah after that we just sing the song by guitar with some members of Lion.
But this is my own story. Ehmm... next post aj lah. Ini khusus untuk ini aj ya.

Huft..  bagun yok biar gak mager. Memang terbukti kalau bangun siang akan membuat orang menjadi malas2an. Maka dari itu, bangun pagi dapat menjadi solusinya.
I want share my story today. Memang kalau fi ASBI ini kalau cerita gak akan ada habis2nya. Kita memang kayak anak kecil yang sering main2. Main2 di sini adalah memainkan sebuah permainan seperti softball, kejar2an, dan beteng2an dll. Makanya kebanyakan dari temen2ku di sini wajahnya masih unyuk2. ;)
Nah, habis gymnastic, aku sarapan bareng Lion. Setelah itu, kami cau ke pendopo. Rencananya kami maen softball, eh tapi jatuhnya cuma sampai skor 6-9 karena kami banyak gak seriusnya. Orang yang mukul bola eh malah lari gak langsung pergi ke pos nya. Ehm.. alamat jatuh2 an. Setelah itu, kami main beteng2an. Ehm,.. gak terlalu serh sih, tapi inilah awal dari becek2an. Karena ada adik kelasku yg ultah, maka kami mengguyur badannya dgn air dan kita guling2kan ke tanah. Mulutnya kami paksa untuk makan belimbing wuluh yg asem banget. Awalnya cuma satu yg kena, eh berlanjut sampai kami semua kena. :'( 
Semua badan kami basah dan berlumur lumpur. Tapi kami tetap eksis pakai tongsis ..he..he.. biasa anak Lion.